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| Thursday, January 29, 2009 |
anyway,today's fine...i love thursdays,because i can sleep longer,and because there's no practical...actually,i don't mind practicals..but i just can't stand physics practical,'cause i just can't understand those things... and anyway,about co... me and rina were walking around school half the time... tmingled around with sonia and gang....and 1 of the gang members hugged me,right around my waist!!! let's not elaborate on the reason... btw,i'm getting better and better on yangqin,'song of cicada'....bt,i can only practise about 15mins everyday,'cause qiuyan also have to practise on her yangqin... yangqin...the marvel of it is: although it seems difficult...it's actually not. and there's qiuyan who cared to teach me. actually i had been setting eyes on pipa... but i can't seem to find anyone who will be willing to teach me... there's shichun,but i'm not very close with her..and anyway,she doesn't have the time to teach me 'cause she have to teach the other 5... daruan,zhongruan..too big... (but HIGHLY RECOMMENDED if u wanna sleep during practices) because these 2 are the most comfrotable to lie on... dizi,no breath. liuqin..string breaks every mth... (string rusts easily) left erhu and yangqin... actually pipa also can larh..if mr tan's willing to teach me... erhu.... hmm....there's no 1 to teach me,bt i hv a feeling i can master some skills of erhu in future too.. if not,i can always og to huijie/jynlem/anyone i'm on talking terms... ...and beg them to teach me. :) |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 3:41 AM |
| Wednesday, January 28, 2009 |
anyway,self-practice was fine.we practised our taifeng...and although i'm still not skilled in that,i shall improve on it.... physics practical was torturous...i couldn't understand what mr fong was saying... and i don't understand why we're doing those experiments... so,guess i was the only one sitting there looking blur. really,i prefer biology or chemistry practical,'cause i can often get the gist of what the teacher want...but for the case concerning physics... it's the opposite. i promise i WILL improve on my physics and studies... i don't want to drop to other classes... 'cause i've begun to like my class,and close friends like jynlem and rina... and friends like charis,gauri,ashwini,nazhiifah,and jean. of course,after tt,there's a"good classmates" section,but i shan't elaborate on tt... btw,rina's soft toy monkey is so cute!....maybe if i have time in future,i should go shopping and buy some soft toy keychains to put them on my bag... and anyway,i think after being jynlem's friend,i've come to be more talkative and have become a gossiper...and more loud-mouthed... and i'm reminded of lingyue, am i as loud-mouthed as lingyue? or is the quiet anti-social girl who didn't talk to a single person except for gauri for the past 2 yrs,the real me? is the real me...talkative and a gossiper and enthusiastic? (current zhi ting) or is the real me...quiet and anti-social? (past zhi ting) there're two faces of me... 1)sometimes i'm emotional,quiet,anti-social 2)sometimes,i'm talkative,and may act like a tomboy,and may talk very loudly... today,i can be like the 1st,quiet and all,tmr,i can be very talkative... yeah. i realised im having 2 types of personalities... just like there's a devil and an angel inside my body... 1 minute i can be very good,the next minute,i may be showing my attitude to ppl around me... but i guess i'm just influenced by jynlem... deep down,i still feel there's the quiet zhi ting in me... i'm just not mature yet... |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 3:21 AM |
| Thursday, January 22, 2009 |
i could actually feel the spotlights on us,and the heat and glaze from the spotlights... mind you,the lights were so bright.... as we were waiting for our turn to perform,we heard mr yong singing...and some other teachers... actually mr yong is already quite good at singing,so please don't humilate him please... because, guys who have music background,ALWAYS STAND OUT MORE THAN THOSE guys who only know how to act gangsters...yeah? eg.. guys who know how to play instruments/sing...are always more special than those guys who don't hv music background and only know how to act... like nigel from 2e5'08..and alvin foo from 2e5'08..and their gang... there's nothing wrong with them,but i just hate it when they just come up to us and try to "pick us up"...thinking they're that handsome and all,but actually they're not. it's alright for other girls,'cause they may like it when guys quarrel with them or touch their hair or whats-its... 'cause those SG guys express their "love" by pulling girls' hair or quarrel with them... simply hate it 'cause they have no etiquette at all... bt,nvm,those girls like it so much when guys do tt to them... but i don't agree. cos i think it's lame. and immature. saying all these cos nigel did some of these things in front of us girls(including me) and if nigel does tt again,i shall just ignore him and walk away...cos it's rly lame. and i just wonder why rina likes guys who walk purposely with some weird style...like as if they want to go to the toilet or smth... and even samuel is doing tt... they think i't's cool...bt from my view,it's just so lame... guys who behave themselves are the most attractive,yeah? btw,saw henry today,he came back...ah...his shirt is nice,i wonder if i'll recommend kor those kind of shirts...bt well,it looks nice on henry,bt maybe nt on kor...cos kor is fatter thn henry... anyway...i'll end here. i still think i conduct CE lessons better thn mdm yap cheng....ain't it? |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 8:42 PM |
| Monday, January 19, 2009 |
i don't get why she thinks her fringe is ugly...she simply looks nice and adorable in that hairstyle... anyway,co was fine...mr tan wore skinnies..and he didn't wear his ear-ring... btw..out of boredom,i asked qy for some things,and she agreed! i've mastered 'gong xi','jin she kuang wu' and the 1st part of 'song of cicada' on yangqin... hehe,k,i'm bragging again..but i'm jsut so happy tt i'm making progress so fast... jiayou!...i've alrd said im going to step towards the path of music... im starting to think yangqin's sound is very nice... pipa is good for inventing own taifeng.... yangqin also... and liuqin...it's ok,but i still don't feel like learning it after i graduate from AI... cos liuqin string break easily...and it's so small and short,and im alrd 160cm... and...i need to slouch to play tt thing... tt makes me dislike it even more... anyway,i shall learn yangqin or pipa maybe.... im nt touching daruan or zhongruan...cos those instruments are just too big...and,they just don't look right to me...plus i think those playing daruan and zhongruan shld be tomboys....(excluding qh)... and..im also nt touching percussion or erhu or guanyue..cos i dun hv any interest in them... and partly cos i hv nt enuf breath to play dizi..and partly cos i dun like drums... pipa or yangqin shall be it... actually in the past,i preferred pipa to yangqin,bt nw yangqin has a 70% chance over pipa... cos i hv no shifu for pipa..bt i hv shifu for yangqin!!! and i got so delighted over the fact that i've mastered those chinese new yr pieces on yangqin... that i began to like yangqin.. really!..and i must say tt's quite fast..cos i spent almost 2 yrs of my lifetime figuring out my luiqin... |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 6:18 AM |
| Saturday, January 17, 2009 |
tmr got the chong pang performance, scared though as my sai ma very.... confused. the rest i dun mind uh, thinks everyone as i got loads of presents. (most number of presents ever in my 15 years). next post thn i hao lian a bit uh. |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 1:14 AM |
| Friday, January 16, 2009 |
2)jia lin 3)xue ting 4)jynlem 5)darren 6)qiu yan 7)jean seah 8)zi wei 9)charis 10)nicole 2) who is 6 having relationship with? (qiu yan) none 3)is 9 a male/female? (charis) female 4)if 7 & 10 together,gd thing? (jean seah + nicole) nt sure,bt gd idea though 5)what's 2 studying? (jia lin) the many facts on frogs! Lol! 6) u last chat with 3? xue ting during lessons 7) what kind of music 8 like? zi wei pop/hip hop 8)does 1 hv any sibling? rina kor 9)u woo 3? xue ting no... -.- anyway,she hv suitor le bah..hehe 10)hw bout 7? jean seah er...she's a;rd my.... it's between me,jean,and fadhil.. :X 11)is 4 single? jynlem imma nt sure 12)surname of 5? darren TOH 13)hobbies of 10? nicole sing 14)5 and 9 get along? jynlem and charis jynlem gets along well with almost every1... 15)2 studying? jialin AISS 3e4!!! 16)smth abt 1? rina ELMO!!! :X 17)feelings for 8? zi wei np...bt as a friend 18)9 live? charis yishun? sembawang? woodlands? 19)color 4 like? jynlem purple? 20) 1 and 5 fren? rina and darren uh...junior and senior/... 21) 1 hv pet? rina elmo 22) 7 sexy? jean seah cute 23)10 doing nw? nicole hmm... oh ya,i've alrd know almost every1's name from 2e5'08!!!.....LOL lishan,shalice,charis,nicole.weikiat,alvin foo,tengkiat,esmond,rina,manping,alvin ang,livinyah nigel,samuel,jeremy quek,john andrew 16 of tyhem,bt well..a lot liao seh |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 9:17 PM |
| Wednesday, January 14, 2009 |
then it was CE....rina and me began talking about those topics...LOL.... and then... (fast forward)...school ended..... i didn't go for bio sup class,shan't elaborate... ok..nowadays,im getting more and more eager to get my ear-holes.... cos those ear-rings are so nice!.... k,maybe i shld ask rina abt further info... no matter wht,i still don't regret taking up lit. elective... mdm kaur's quite nice... physics...totally don't understand what mr fong said... k,till here.....bye -zhi ting |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 4:13 AM |
| Friday, January 9, 2009 |
1st day- i went 2nd day-i didn't go... 3rd day- (today) i went... actually i didn't felt like going...so i went to shopping mall with jynlem to buy our ringfiles... bt then,since there was time after our shopping,i decided to go to TID... jynlem went home and i went back to school.... just as i expected,my existence was nt really important...nobody really cared... from the start of jan,i've been trying to be really nice to those idiots... bt i just don't know why... they just treat me like im transparent. anyway,TID today was consider nt bad,cos darren made me laugh again. a damn comedian... just looking at his face cracks me up... anyway,william and alex came to play liuqin..and blah blah... alex talked to me,but msotly rina...thn i kinda shunned him... im nt good with communicating with guys,and i nv know hw rina does it... anyway, my future spouse shld be someone who can forgive my everything including my bad habits and my weird temper... im like this. anyway,i played pipa,and managed to play 'long de chuan ren' without scoresheet... bt i guess i played it wrongly... anyway,today,i sort of tink tt my attitude towards alex was a bit cold... sorry,to all the ppl tt i offended,and including... william &: zhi ting -i have a lot of bad habits,which are pretty obvious- -i don't believe tt rina doesn't hv bad habits- bt i must admit tt my bad habits're really bad- -i'll try even even even even more harder to be nice to ppl- -and i'll stop avoiding guys- |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 1:51 AM |
| Wednesday, January 7, 2009 |
TID today...totally forced to go....and im the only odd 1 out there,with no friends... bt anyway,i managed to spend my time there... i spent half of my time tuning my liuqin for the first half session before TID started... thn huijie asked me about lit matters... thn,TID started...i didn't go out to "sell my liuqin"...partly cos i didnt feel like it... and anyway,rina was doing well over there...with xinyi helping her... and then i just lingered at the side,and darren was trying to help,bt nt really helping also...LOL the more i look at his face,the more i feel like laughing...cos he just look so comical... like a cartoon character,tt came out of the tv...lol anyway,his actions were so funny..like a retard.... (oops,sorry) *bai chi* and thn after tt,many things made me laugh... 1) when 1 unknown teacher came in and was talking to kangyong + hazim... wanyu walked to the whiteboard and drew a drawing of ky and hazim... bt it was a comical 1.... lol....she drew the both til it was so funny tt i couldnt help bt laugh.... 2) nigel was blowing an instrument and walking around the co rm disturbing ppl.... thn william was playing yangqin... nigel simply walked over and blew the instrument in william's face... and the most most fuuny part of all is...no matter hw hard nigel blew... william just kept on playing on the yangqin,like as if nth happened... and the next funny part is: william just kept on playing on the yangqin,concentrating so hard... tt nigel blew even louder on the oboe sort of thing...and he blew and blew... and he stood in front of william and the yangqin for about 1 min....and yet william just ignored... and thn finally ,nigel just gave up and went to other places to blow his oboe thingy... and then...in the middle of TID,when we were about to perform sai ma...henry came in... he's alrd graduated...and he's still come back...lol? bt i think my face gt hot for no reason,thn after we performed,henry went back out again... *sigh*..anyway,i think ... &:zhi ting -don't ever look back at me- -don't look me in the eyes- im easily touched -i thought we won't meet so often...bt yet i see u everyday...why.... -just be happy and smile everyday... jiayou! >:P walk past me! don't look back at me!..i know you won't,right? |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 3:43 AM |
went phy lab to do physics practical. i was sitting opposite of shan, beside puey ei and diagonally opposite of xue ting. kind of weird when mr fong came out with his own formula for calculating positive and negative zero errors. oops! i forget to take a copy of the microscrew gauge thing worksht for alexandra, which she told me to. the elementary maths notes are super duper thick- imagine you are supposed to brng everyday, that would be heavying heavy (no such word uh.) i might just update once a week or so. yesterday's bio lesson is very fun. coz alex is not here, sb have to take a turn twice to do the quiz. it was actually me but the cher called xu cheng coz he is sleeping. the people are shouting answers and giving hints, hoping they will get it correct. i was laughing non stop when it is my turn coz they kept shouting answers!. i know the ans uh, then they shout... weird though. that's all for tdy uh, counting down from 1 week and 6 hours! (you know what that mean, if you dunno, look properly in this blog. ) |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 1:57 AM |
| Tuesday, January 6, 2009 |
today is fine...except tt i discover tt im sitting between gregory and dickson(VH) at hall(assembly) and im sitting almost beside nigel(3e3) at basketball court....'cause im behind jialin... and he's damn irritating...i've just found out smth...those 2e5 08 guys have 1 similarity... they're damn irritating...except for ** barh... cos if i talk crap about **,## will kill me... anyway,i realised geraldine chew is quite nice... cos we had our 2nd bio lesson tdy,and after 1 period,she conducted a game... and my group won! (duh,with shubhankar,it's hard nt 2 win) and geraldine chew gave us prizes... a mini-packet prawn and curry flavoured chips... though it's a small gift,im still touched... cos she took to the trouble of making our lessons interesting... bt u can say im easily bribed by such things.... anyway,i think ms chong shld learn frm ms chew... haiz..physics--mr fong....HAIZ.... why does the teachers always call my name... and i dunno why he addressed me like tt,bt i guess it's ok... cos i was counting my mosquito bites on my hand... there were 7 or 8..LOL....and then they were itchy,so i was scratching all 7 or 8 of them... when mr fong suddenly said"... ...can't be measured,miss zhi ting?" and then i gt a huge shock.. -,- cos i didnt know what he was talking bout,4 the past 5 or 10 min.. bt luckily he turned his attention 2 the other half of 3e4.... msn matters: cia sigit finally came online,and he said smth bout him overseas... such a free guy...and tt's the 1st time he sign in and automatically talk 2 me... and while i was doing tt, zulfiqah (2e1 08) came online..and also automatically said hi to me... its nt tt i find it weird,bt zul nv ever talk 2 me during the past 2 yrs in e1,and i mean it... i dunno his anything,his birthday,his hobby.... and rmb,im a racist towards guys... and zul's a malay...plus we nv talk during past 2 yrs... i dun understand him too.. so,i also dunno why sometimes since a period of time ago,he started talking to me on msn....lol and..i dun rmb telling him im in 3e4,yet he knows.... and now thinking back,i used 2 be like tt too...bt nw,i dun disturb ppl on msn anymore... i know the feeling.... &: zhi ting -so near,but yet so far.- -don't ever turn back,never.- ~bt everytime u walk past,i couldn't help bt glance a few more times~ *this means breaking my vow tt i made for myself* -know you treat me like u treat banu- &i will try hard to hide my feelings for u in my heart& because i just want u to be happy,i miss ur laughter |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 4:46 AM |
| Monday, January 5, 2009 |
bt..bt..bt... i'm quite scared of her. for i-don't-know-what-reason... the other teachers are ok...most of them are nt fierce i think.... except for geraldine chew... lower sec pmlc..... and i feel weird when i see her laugh... anyway,i just remembered tt physics cher is mr fong cheng shek...another weird tempered 1... and chem,i dunno who's teaching...bt,shld be nt gd ler larh... so..my triple science chers are nt gd... and mr leee siew weng still confront me...last yr cos i wanted to take double science...bt mr lee persuade me to go for triple science.... zzzzzzzzzzz! MR LEE!!!!!!! nvm.i shall try my best.... and,i also dunno my A-maths cher. anyway,co today...saw chen laoshi....mr tan same old face,wearing his earring on the right ear...LOL... then during sectionals,pon a little bit with rina. she PULLED ME RIGHT AROUND THE WRIST....or u can say"nearly dragged me".... to meet the guy tt she likee...and her grp of frens... and yes,i saw tt guy tt she likes...and ya...ok larh....nt bad... bt a bit uglier than chiew hao,bt at least better than alvin foo. and,tt guy gt strong chaarcter? guess de larh...anyway...is rina drag me there de horh.... my wrist was all red... and after we went back to comp lab,we were given 2 more scoresheets... 1 of them,i've played..the other,nv played,bt have heard of. k...shall end my post here... p.s: doesn jynlem even update this blog at all? but i guess she's too busy...nvm.. cheers, &: zhi ting |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 5:01 AM |
| Friday, January 2, 2009 |
zhi ting's 1st day of school 2009 jynlem and i decided to meet at foyer in the morning..so i went... and i saw rina first,and so i talked to her for a bit...and after tt...i caught sight of jynlem... she came early...so we went up to hall for assembly..the usual singing of anthem..lecture... and after tt,day began... new class..3e4... and i really must admit tt i miss the guys in 2e1... 'cause 3e4 is too goody-two-shoes...no one dares reply ms chong... no one bothers her at all... it's like..sitting in a class with those good kids and all...back in nursery... and some administrative work was done.. we played some ice-breaking games...we were supposed to sit by our birthdates... but i ,the unluckiest girl,just had to sit at the wrong place on the 1st day hopefully,ms chong didn't scold me recess came... me and jynlem walked around.... and she wanted me to go to the toilet twice in a row with her.... and so,walked past 3e5 twice in a row...and then jynlem talked to william... then from somewhere,i heard junming calling my name...but then couldn't see him.... and then the wall which jynlem was leaning on (when she was talking to william) had a spider... and then recess over...group work again...with nazhiifah,shan and jean... quite fun..but they kept on saying me wanting to go taiwan for further studies... and so,the were laughing so hysterically the whole time.... and so,we kept on laughing... until the principal,and vice principal came...and mr tan came... and next,mr frederick yong came for personal bearing check... and i got verbal warning..so did jean and shan.... and i was caught for my hair...my ankle socks...and my uniform.... hair: fringe too messy...(my side parting was nt very successfully,but nvm...) ankle socks: actually,there was nothing wrong with my socks,they were visible over the rim of my shoes....but alas,i don't know why ms chong said tt my socks were too low... and for my uniform,my blouse was caught... you may wonder why...'cause... 1) zhi ting is a good good girl. she nv ever tuck out in SCHOOL..(thought she often tuck out outside school premises) 2) i always tuck in very very neatly... 3) mr yong didn't say there was anything wrong with me.... 4)but smth was wrong with my shirt... 5) and he said tt it was just too big for me,and he recommended me for a smaller shirt... 6) and in my very own opinion,i think he's right...i've been wearing tt shirt for 2 yrs... 7) and i also find my skirt a bit too big... my waist is too small..and my hips too... 8) SIMPLY TO PUT IT,I ALWAYS LOOK WEIRD IN THE UNIFORM... 9) 'CAUSE IT ALWAYS LOOK BAGGY ON ME.....which i still don't get it... 10)and i still don't get it after 2 yrs in AI.... after 2 yrs,my body still hasn't grown... 11) mum has told me off again after i bought a yellow tube top... 12) cos she thinks the tube top is too small... 13) and i think she's blaming me again... 14) - cos my behind is too flat- -and my in fronts are too flat also- 15) and i would like 2 remind u all tt, she's the 1 who gave birth 2 me...it's hereditary... after talking for so long...if anyone is still reading attentively up till here... i 'd like to give tt person a prize....a friendship hug. whoever you are,i'd like to thank you. for your everything. and btw,back to school events... having a fine time sitting beside nazhiifah...jynlem's sitting beside asyari... and the trouble is tt...due to the fact tt i was too quiet these 2 yrs... these group of ppl don't really seem to want to talk to me... and even if i want to talk...they will stare weirdly at me.... they just simply can't forget tt good old quiet zhi ting do they really want me to say" hi,zhi ting has died,im her twin,nice to meet you"...? nvm..i shall work hard...by the end of june...im really gonna work damn hard to let them accept me...be it guys or girls... be it 3e4 or any other class... but first,i'll start from 3e4 mates..... i'll start to socialize,rmb..im nt zhi ting..im her twin now....i've changed.... apart from working on "international socializing",i must work hard on my studies... zhi ting's new updated list of goals.... 1) aim for As in my studies...to get in a good college...just do my best! and never regret! 2) not forgetting my liuqin 3) and also my piano...grd 6..(impt) * try nt 2 fail...cos this means wasting $$ and time. .. 4)try to improve my singing...self-practice. (when older,will try to get a shifu to aid me) 5)take up dancing classes....hip-hop/pop... (must learn before 18 yrs old) 6)...learn pipa...(must learn before 18 yrs old) strive towards the path of music. thanks. cheers, &: zhi ting |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 4:29 AM |
i would have said that this is the worst cohort of sec 3 students. |
| I LOVE RAINBOW-ee ♥ 1:16 AM |
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