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Saturday, February 21, 2009

i cried. no one knew why i cried. even i myself,didn't know why. but now,thinking back...
i think i knew why. i cried in front of him,not because he was forcing the answer out of me...
but it's because the more he asked and tried to force the answer out of me,the more i realised that i didn't know what he was asking from me.
i cried because he made me realise that i'm so weak in physics that i don't know what he want from me.
i cried because the more he flipped the piece of paper,he reminded me of my stupidity and ignorance.
i cried because everyone else could do well,but i didn't.
i cried because i knew that the problem lies on me,not him.
...but after crying,i understood certain things.
every year in AI,i will cry,due to certain reasons...
and everytime after i cry,i understand some things....
sec 2 i cried in front of mdm loh... due to no particular reasons too...
but it made me think really deeply....
personally,crying makes me think about the problem...
and now,i no longer dislike mdm loh... we even talked along the stairs weeks ago....

after seeing him due to my marks...didn't immediately go for co. didn't feel like it.
but in the end,i did. i'm not one who skips cca,though i often speak of it.
mr ng cheered me up. rina cheered me up.CO cheered me up. the music did.
it's ok if i didn't do well for my past 3 physics test....
i'll just work hard,and i have a new goal for my 2009.
this method,...:

i ,tan zhi ting, WILL AND SHALL GET 1 OF THE TOP IN PHYSICS.

done. *sigh of relief*
this method works 100%. i learnt it from a guy.
it worked for him,so i'm sure that it'll work for me too!

credits to RINA FOO for being by my side when i was crying....
even though she was half-smiling when she gave me tissue paper,but that made me laugh + cry.

credits to MR NG for cheering me up with his silly jokes.

to the teacher who made me understand certain things.

and lastly,not forgetting the guy who taught me that method indirectly.

ps: to jynlem- i just can't find the "link"button...
so i can't link jialin....next time when you come,you have to link...
and i wonder...why is it that im still blur when using blogger...

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