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| Friday, February 6, 2009 |
and last period..had physics test... i was sitting there staring @ the paper...wondering what to do... staring @ all the human beasts around me busy scribbling away... and i thought to myself,why is it that thye know what they should do,while i'm just blur... anyway,i don't think i scored anything for that paper,'cause i left blanks for most of it... and the fact that,the physics test had only 3 questions,didn't help.. i didn't know how to do all 3...and bless my soul...i know i'm in physics SRP now... there's no use trying to deceive myself. the problem when you come to one of the top classes,when you're not exactly clever... is,you don't have the guarantee you'll catch up with everyone at the start.. well, it's my life... i'll just catch up to those inhuman beasts soon! yeah? because zhi ting has become cheerful. i will work hard to stay in 3e4! triple science class! gogogo! IT"S MY LIFE!!! i won't wail or whine when i see my physics test with a zero on it,or with a "see me" on it... i won't be like other girls who break down and cry after seeing the marks.. in fact,i'm 1 of the few girls who get zero in their entire lifetime. 'cause few girls ever scored exactly zero for their tests... and actually,there's nothing to cry about. eg: when i gt my chemistry test back,it was an exact zero,no more and no less... i didn't cry.like i said,there's no reason to cry. i shall just work really really,extra hard to catch up with 3e4. i've changed.in the past,i break down and cry whenever any teachers scold me... but now,i don't cry whenever teachers scold me. i don't cry when i fail my tests... i've decided to study hard. and for co,i'm practising my taifeng too... and i even did some taifeng today... doing taifeng in front of everyone isn't an easy task.. and in front of the person i liked. but anyway,i did it. note that i put certain words in past tense. and for jynlem,please do not exaggerate this. i know that you like to exaggerate specific things,but not this,okay? 'cause i've really stop treating him as my crush. when i look him directly in the eyes now,i don't feel my heart racing. oh,and...today mr ng didn't scold most of us..he was in a good mood... so maybe tanbo's taifeng impressed him? okay,fine... ps: lately,i've fallen in love with korean songs. -jynlem and my friendship is getting better,we're returning to how we were like during sec 1 before knowing 'him'. |
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