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| Friday, March 27, 2009 |
i've just found out that i tend to bite my lip when i'm nervous or when i'm in a daze... okay,there's nothing special to say today... except that J asked me for my group's project just now on msn... actually,we'd known each other for 2 yrs already... ("known" as in we know each other's name) but the irony over here is,we hardly speak to each other at all. or to be more specific,we never once talk to each other in the 2 yrs... the same applies to other guy,G,who sat beside me for the past 2 years... i never talk to him... actually,on thursday,i wanted to start a conversation with him ,just to be friendly... but i didn't. 'cause i didn't know what to say. but i guess i shall change for the better and speak more to guys... like this,i can know them better and they can understand me better... fine. i've decided that i shall stop being so anti-social and try to talk in appropriate situations. it will be hard,'cause they have known the quiet zhi ting for 2 yrs..maybe they can't adapt to it.. but i still,have to change.actually J doesn't sit very close to me...but for G... all i can say is,we still don't know each other so well after all. maybe i spent too much time observing people...oh well... he certainly take it that zhi ting is a quiet and nerdy girl... but actually there's another side of me too... chatty and fashionable... :X (bt nt as fashionable as her*) i hv many tyhpes,like skinnies,spaghetti tops...shorts... but all i lack in tt area is,i don't have the figure to wear them... i want a tube!!!.... nvm,i'll wait a few more mths to hv the figure to wear tubes. what's love? i'm still not mature enough to know what's that,i guess. immature,be it physically or psychologically. feel tht i hv multi-personalities...i don't even knw wht kind of person i am now.....i'm so confused. love...are those examples of love? taking phtotos of their kissing scenes on purpose,and letting ppl see the photos? changing boyfriends like changing your clothes? isn't love about trust,committment,and endurance? their changing of boyfriends is like divorcing and marrying again.... it's certainly not love,from my point of view. it's just flirting and playing around with each other's feelings. *shurgs* it's just own opinion... but to THINK you're IN LOVE, that's also good enough... the irony...changing BFs in less thn 2 yrs... for them.. but think about it...hw did ur mum and dad live with each other for so many yrs? hw can they stand each other after so many yrs? so there. true love? that's the question. |
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