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Thursday, May 21, 2009

gosh...the results are finally out,and...believe it or not,i failed most of my subjects. or at least,i failed all my triple sciences.
and i did badly for the rest of my subjects too.i don't know what got into me.
i'm not going to blame anyone but myself.i'm not going to give any excuses too.
'because of the fever that i had just before the exam,i flunk my triple sciences'
'because of that fever,my time was wasted and i couldn't revise'
'and because of the fever that lasted for 3 days,i missed out most of the important notes that the teachers were giving'
all these excuses,i shall not name them out loud. 'cause i know it's my fault,entirely.
mr fong 又让我感动了。拿回考卷后，他来安慰我，让我知道自己不是物理考到最低的，虽然他可能在欺骗我，但我当时真的感动到了，眼眶泛泪。在我一生中，他是第一个能让我感动的老师，也很感激他，我会为他，为自己，争光的。
英文分数虽然高过rina，但仅60分罢了。华文成绩也退步了，以前试卷2都能考到至少60/70。现在是57/70。
或许是给自己太大压力吧，但是知道自己的分数不如rina的，有点失望。
数学和附加数学的成绩也是不理想。
英国语文的成绩才刚及格而已。
hence,i've decided to put in more effort.

recently,my dad lent me a book called ' the life you were born to live'（生命数字全书）.
it's all in the chinese language,but it is highly accurate in predicting your future careers,your personal character,and your strength and weaknesses..just by looking at your birth date.

hehe,and i got really into this book,and i got to know more about myself.
and yeah,most of what the book says,is true.
so...haha,i was just tbinking of asking my dad what other kinds of interesting books he have,or whether he can introduce me some good books...

...it may not always be good to conceal feelings deep inside...
maybe i should cry and let it all out...
...i'm sad now,and i want to cry,but what if there's no tears coming out no matter hw hard i try..

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