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| Wednesday, June 17, 2009 |
so grateful..'cause seeing her made me feel braver. it's not that i dislike toh,but the way she looked @ me was so..."are you up to it"..kind of feeling... this friday will be the 1st real day i'm going to take over...'cause qianhui won't be coming to help anymore...i'm on my own,the cruel truth. i don't know how i'm gonna manage,but deep down in my heart,i believe i can manage it somehow....although i'm feeling ever so scared,for no particular reason... there's nothing much to scared,but i am just feeling scared... checking: is being SL so difficult? must i always care about what others think of me? must i always worry about the small little things? must i not believe in myself? ....i must believe that i can do it... anyway,rina kept asking me to go out cycling with her,i rejected. then she asked me out for SCO concert...actually i was thinking of going with her but then,i rmb tt i hv braces app on tt day... so im thinking...being the SL, must at least go for the performance to show some initiative....so im thinking of postponing my app. if it's successfully postponed,i shall go with rina for the SCO concert. it shall be our 1st time going out together..(excluding the CATS performance)... *i must have faith in myself *others can do it. so can i. what's so difficult about this? *be brave. don't care about what others think,even if i do smth embarrassing. *lastly,smile....be happy. :) |
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